Saturday, June 23, 2012

ODE TO BOOKS


Once upon a time,

before amazon.com,

I went to libraries,

where I learned to love books.

 This blog is my Ode.


Oh, Shug and Celie
you taught me to
pick myself up again.

Thank you, Alice Walker
for making me love again
with a different eye.

Flannery, you made
me love Georgia folks
with all their misfit ways.
Your writing style and
character descriptions
are a joy to read.

Oh, Scott Peck, from you
I learned that life is difficult,
that love is an action.

It is love that makes life bearable.

I learned about grace
and the courage to take
the road less traveled.



Marsha Sinetar, your book gave me
 the perfect support
 when I left a corporate job
to live a different life.
Oh, Eugen Herrigel,
 you introduced me


to Eastern Religion,
 the beauty of Zen,
 the power of the mind
when focused and relaxed.
J.D. Salinger, I was introduced to you
through your Nine Stories
one of which,
A Perfect Day for Bananafish,
we staged in 1958
for Reader’s Theater
at UGA Drama Dept.
Holden Caulfield will
live in my heart.
Your writing style is one I admire.
~ ~ ~

I must mention Thomas Hardy
whose naturalistic style
 first captured my interest
 in Return of the Native.
I've read all of his books.


I took more photos


made a little music video
entitled Ode to Books


Please take a look
and see the rest of the books!


Please press arrow in photo to play 


Ode to Books
~ ~ ~


stay tuned. . .

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

THE RIGHT PASSAGE


THE RIGHT PASSAGE


I feel strangely peaceful
this morning
like the muddy pond
which left alone
becomes clear.
I pick up Eternal Echoes
a book I have not read for 
a long time.

The page opens to this:
One of the most tender images
is the human person at prayer.
When the body gathers itself
before the Divine,
a stillness deepens.
The blaring din of distraction ceases,
and the deeper tranquillity
within the heart envelops the body.
To see people at prayer
is a touching sight.

For a while,
they have become unmoored
from the grip of society, work, and role.
It is as if they have chosen
to enter into a secret belonging
carried within the soul;
they rest in that inner temple
impervious to outer control or claiming.

A person at prayer also evokes
the sense of vulnerability and fragility.
Their prayer reminds us
that we are mere guests on the earth,
pilgrims who always walk on unsteady ground, carrying in earthen vessels
multitudes of longing.
 --Eternal Echoes, John O’Donohue


~ ~ ~

Happiness is . . .
being unmoored with longing
 and
finding the right passage.


I am blessed.

And so are you.

And so are we all.

Monday, June 4, 2012

HAPPINESS IS . . .


Happiness is . . .
Having a garden in the rain
and writing a blog from
the bedroom view.


Happiness is . . .

Playing live jazz on my
keyboard for an art reception
at the Lyndon House for friends,
and 
having my sons, 
Todd and Troy
and Bambi and Shelby-Joan
show up to hear me for a while.
That was Thursday and
then I was back editing
my final draft.

I learned this weekend that
when you send a manuscript
to a Self Publisher like IUniverse
they ask you to select your tag words
Here’s what I’ve come up with
love, loneliness, heartache,
Mother, movies, music
hopes, dreams, longing,
separation, broken heart, songs,
50’s, gloves, girdle, 
death, disappointment, drama,
romance, jazz, blues
Hollywood, entertainer, 
The South, Georgia, Atlanta,
It was an exercise that led
to deciding 
NOT to publish.

Too Public!
So now what?

It’s a strange feeling,
to be unmoored from the tether
of writing for a reason,
and, thus,
 having a reason to live.
I have a slight worry 
of being or becoming depressed.
But, Saturday, after a lovely wedding, 
I noticed the beauty
of the water lily in the pool
of our Fellowship.

And checking in with myself 
on this rainy Monday


I feel good enough to pick
up the camera again to take
a photo of my favorite rosebush.




From the deck I noticed
the huge fig swollen with rain.

My garden of Eden fig bush
bore fruit this early
because of a hot spring.


Happiness is . . .

 plucking it, as it's within arm's reach.

and eating two delicious bites,
then
 staging one more photo
to immortalize something
I cannot seem to do
for myself.

wait . . !

Happiness is . . .

having my own
 Blue Tomato Journal realm
to post a blog
stay tuned . . .

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

HOLY TOMATOES!


HOLY TOMATOES!


Here’s two new holy tomato plants.
I say Holy Tomatoes, because I’ve been
working in the garden I love so much.


I’ve planted tomatoes every year
I can remember.

From two years ago in my Earth Box.

This morning I brought coffee outside
and sat in my favorite chair
and wrote in my journal.

How wonderful to sit
under the Kousa dogwood again,
under it’s ever spreading 
umbrella of shade
that protects me from the sun.
It’s the perfect setting to wax poetic,
to reflect,
to remember,
to rejoice,


in the wonder of life’s offerings.

Like this Lenten rose bloom
I photographed last month,
 a gift from Suzanne's garden. 

It’s great to take photos of the hostas.
The garden reminds me
that a glorious awakening is
always just around the bend.


like a Buddha napping under
a frilly young Japanese maple. 

Lord, have I ever missed posting a blog,
I’ve been without internet from
a friendly neighbor, summert,
who has apparently moved away.
The good news, though, is that I
have been steadily writing on the fifth
draft of my Memoir
Confessions of a Blue Tomato

I am still longing to catch a wave, 
 or the brass ring,
 before that final bell tolls.
stay tuned . . .