Sunday, February 26, 2012

Hold On To Your Dreams



I've made a new movie star collage.


When I was a child, Mother and I went to the
movies all the time.
I pinned up movie star photos on
the wall of my back porch bedroom.


This is a story of how I came to compose
Hold On To Your Dreams.

It was late in the fall of 2000,
I was re-reading The Cry for Myth

On page 57 Rollo May had talked
about remembering a poem
as he crossed his college campus.
It was called
Hold Fast To Your Dreams
I was tired from working on recording
songs I’d written,
it was late at night,
so I rested and did some
improvisation, 
and hit five perfect notes
that fit 
Hold-On-To-Your-Dreams.
That’s the magic of composing music,
those same five notes in a different
rhythm or order,
could be a hundred other songs.

There is no more thrilling moment
than when you know you’ve
just composed a great song.


A Georgia State of Mind
was like that.
Morning Tears was like that, too.
For the middle part of the song,
I wrote the words first,
then I wrote notes
to go with these words:
And if you are not a great exception
yourself -- well, then
be a small one -- at least,
that your efforts may inspire others
as well.
A paraphrase of a quote from
Neitzsche that Rollo May had used
on that same page.

Using those words
made the melody
interestingly unpredictable
because of fitting notes
around those syllables 
The end of the lyrics:
Hold On to your dreams
even if they start to fade,
And don’t run and hide
If they seem to be denied
At least you know, you tried
So hold fast to your dreams
Give them wings to fly,
Hold on to your dreams, tonight
Coda: Everyone has a dream.
I narrated a story with photos
behind the Hold On To Your Dreams
music and the original
version made the BBC Short List
for a 2-min. My Story contest.
I couldn't resist this new ending .
“And Now It’s On YouTube,
Better than A Tombstone.”
Have a listen



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Silent Dreams: - The Waltz
Because of Love
I Am the Music!
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Saturday, February 4, 2012

SILENT DREAMS - A WALTZ



SILENT DREAMS: A musical-within-a-musical
set in 1955, near Broadway.
It revolves around the death
of a long time Boarding House resident,
Jana Medrova, who played piano for the Silent Movies.
She leaves a diary revealing an affair with Valentino.
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The opening of the play
starts with Jana Medrova’s singing
(overhead in darkness)
What is your Silent Dream?
What is your soul longing for?
I have made up the entire story
out of my imagination
and written her a waltz.

Her verse goes like this:
Once upon a cinema mist,
I dreamed of being wantonly kissed,
By a turbaned sheik,
in a desert tryst,
But that was long, long, ago . . .
(chorus)

Silent Dreams,
All those Silent Dreams,
Melting your heart,
with the tenderest thought,
All those wonderful Silent Dreams.


(the boarding house)

The musical reflects my own longings.

~ ~ ~
Art imitating life.

Life imitating art.

Like this photo I took this morning.
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For me, 
Life is never as easy
 -- nor as hard -- 
as I would like to make it --
just muddling my way
somewhere between
lobster bisque
and Drano.


which is why flowers help
And Rune Stones


So, today I drew two 
to receive some guidance
and try to balance myself.
I drew Sowelu, the Sun
Then Wunjo, Joy,
The Rune Stone messages
 for me today,
is to 
stop writing the Memoir.

My shoulder has tendonitis
and my right eye is red and blurry.
(Occupational hazards).
I feel like time is running out, though.
as does Jana Medrova.

she sings in the Coda:
But dreams are for yesterday
when time is running short,
so, remember to live,
to love, and forgive.
Follow your heart,
And you’ll find
such peace of mind
in those wild and precious
Silent Dreams. 
~~~
Maybe, in the greater scheme of things,
when the garden is bare,
and my workspace cluttered


putting a waltz called

Silent Dreams

on YouTube

is enough.


Do what you love

and that will be enough.

~ ~ ~
And maybe a waltz won’t save the world

or the whales

or the males,

But maybe it could.

~~~

I’m still a dreamer,
like all my characters.
What do you think?
Are we nothing more than the
choices we make?
I’m a skeptic, too, so I’m not sure.
More likely sound and fury
signifying nothing,
nothing at all.
~ ~ ~
My Six Word Memoir

(Have you heard of those?)
“Learning To Be A Good Loser”
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“Because of Love”
“I AM THE MUSIC”